released January 14, 2014
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- Track Name: Out of Honesty
My thoughts are circling the fence that surrounds my mind.
I grow weary, fearing sleep, but only one.
I'm afraid that this has just begun.
To be honest, I'm not scared.
I keep expecting to die, but at least I'm prepared.
Where should I go at this time?
I need to find a home and then I'll be fine.
Don't patronize me.
I'm not the boy you thought I'd be.
I'm lost at land, 'cause I could never find the sea.
The water's dried up just to feel like me.
(Dried up now, keep dreaming)
- Track Name: Turning Point
You know that I will not let you go.
I'll never abandon my hopes.
It's plain to see that everything
In front of me is temporary.
I hope I'm not wasting my time.
I see clearly through these eyes.
Everything I had was lost in a night.
But for some reason, I feel alright.
- Track Name: Cause and Effect
Seven days later, what can I say?
I'll make all my own choices, get out of my way.
You did this to yourself.
I can't believe you lied to me.
I can't believe I tried
To work through all this bullshit.
It's been such a waste of time.
Here it is on pen and paper, just for you;
The way that I've been feeling lately, and what I do
To pass the time while I waste my life and prove nothing.
I advise you to not blink.
Don't let them see you like this.
It's time to stiffen up.
- Track Name: In Comparison To...
It's time to let this go.
It's my right to let you know
You're digging yourself
All the way to hell.
How can you show up like this and act like we are fine?
I thought I told you I would let you know if I thought it was time?
I know I'm not perfect, but it's you I can't stand.
You should use your time wisely, it could be your end.
Your friends are fake, just like you.
You're unstable, untrue.
It's this mess that you've made.
As you sit here and doubt
Those things you dream about
And their grasp on your self-conscious mind.
Learn to let this go.
- Track Name: Fields
Distance could be greater, but never for the good.
How I wish you would...
Can I tell you something? I think I'm falling apart.
I have been from the start.
I don't feel right when I'm inside of my mind.
I keep from getting anywhere.
It's okay, there's not much left to say
But I'll work on it.
Not here for keeping secrets, so keep me from your lies.
You know that I would die...
I could use some change to move me five hours north.
The drive is such a chore.
- Track Name: Nothing (feat. Colton Jean)
Finally, I'm capturing my voice on a page.
Walking in my room, the smell hits my face.
I've got nothing to look for in places like these.
They're holding so much more in their faces with ease.
I left myself alone.
This silent dwelling is home.
Now I've found good place to rest
I've got nothing else and nothing left
Nothing else. Nothing left.